Without hesitations, I utter my claims and affirmations.
I express myself well and be that social butterfly with a li'l speck of humor.
But not for so long.
Next day, I try something and set my heart onto.
And this idealist part of me might be so appealing to you.
Eagerness and persistence taking over every scenario.
But not for so long.
Another day, being passive collectively escalates.
Not slacking, but not prevailing.
Things all gloomy, room being devoured by agony.
If only I...
Last day, I listen, I agree, all nonchalantly.
Instability and fickleness, that's still me the following weeks.
Into the bargain, being timid... behaviors I've been desiring to leave.
If only I...
If only I am consistent.
If only I stop thinking about what others think of me.
If only I start realizing the efforts of the people who actually care about me.
If only I stop saying 'if only I'
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If only I stop saying 'if only I'
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And begin pulling off my what ifs and what could have beens.
Precisely, I can.
With elbow grease, I will be great.
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